“read books, fall in love, dream a lot” by Nicole Zdeb

In our other lives, we are good friends
we eat our share of cheese
his daughter carves soap
into the shapes of happiness
we don’t touch/talk/cross much
but we continue, we persevere
in subterranean rivers
safe from light, time, and spoil
we continue in dark rooms
lit by chance
we continue our double lives
in our possible bright futures
after time, we grow bored
and walk outside to see
what’s the crack and everything is
new fictions, new facades
new ways to squander
our best selves
I saw a snake once
on Essex Street
and recognized
something about us
years later, I saw a deer
on Connecticut Ave
in D.C. and followed it
until the path became
too familiar 

Nicole Zdeb is a writer, visual artist, and astrologer based in the Pacific Northwest. She lives with her husband, writer Jamie Cooper. She can be found on Instagram @nicole_zdeb.