After a William Eggleston Polaroid
There’s a payphone that’s been ringing
since 1984. The snaky metal cord
you can’t quite wrap around
your wrist as you talk. Keep feeding it
flimsy dimes. Keep pressing in
each squat square numeral you've memorized.
You are held in place, your face warbled in the silver-plated rectangle.
You are held in place, with your tender back
turned to the world as you prepare to talk
to one face you cannot see
except so clearly in your mind's eye, as a busy-signal blocks
or someone else picks up
or maybe all along you just needed this hope ritual:
to keep feeding coins, to finger-tap each digital beep
whether anyone on the other end relieved the ringing
you just needed to keep sending your hello,
your how are you, your can't you
come back to the heft of the heavy black receiver.

Melanie Faith is a poet, craft-book author, editor, photographer, and professor. She is also the author of Poetry Power, a craft book designed and written especially for poets of all writing-skill levels. Her latest book, Photography for Writers, was published in November 2019. Learn about her writing and photography projects at: https://www.melaniedfaith.com/blog/ , https://www.etsy.com/shop/WritePathProductions , and https://twitter.com/writer_faith .She was born in December and has a birthday-twin niece.
